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Salam,…

Hey there…another update by me..ntah dpt x update next week..:P study week next week

So byk wak la stori2 mek tok..ehhee…

Adala a moment after my Maghrib prayers…I realise that I am not the old Azzah…the one who really afraid to hurt one’s feelings, the one who never hate others, can manage my anger well…I am not the same…I changed…I tend to criticise people thoroughly..badly..But then..I’m not that perfect or I have the rights to do that…berdosa nya aku…astaghfirullah..I stopped and cried..what did I do?

I told my friends bout it..everything I feel…including him…he said he realised it..but then he refused to tell me cz he’s afraid to hurt me…(I am sensitive)hehehe…but then I promised to myself…I want to change to that old Azzah…Insya Allah

Mgkin ada hikmah Allah jadikan aku cmya…mmg setiap hamba-Nya mengharapkan pedoman and hidayah…siratulmustaqim dr Allah…J

But…I feel very grateful…Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal Allah…cz my friends still accept me although I changed to someone bad…still with me and try to make me better..thanks…remember this quote from een…”If u don’t deserve me at any worst,then u don’t deserve me at my best”Thanks…J

Exam is coming…whoa I got quite nervous…hehee…but then..I work hard and try my besh ok…:P

I felt very down and sad cz I dunno..i am stress up over this thing…it’s hard for me in this moment with my previous pointer..adui…I have to build up my confidence again…I called my dad…my family..i texted him,my friends and my uncle…

“Azah, look back our family background, we r just ordinary n dsnt xcelled in studies eventhgh we r happy, but u ve something to prove to all of us, think of ur future n ambition, i know u r a smart gal n dsnt give up easily, soon u wil be a gd role model to syaza. She keep on mentioning to follow ur footpath, common girl, be strong n focus, ok?”_from my uncle_

Aaaa…da ques mek maok tanya;

1) Please define CINTA, SAYANG, SUKA…hurm..mcm sama jak eh!

2) Cantik and Cute…differentiate…ahhahaa

Btw…it’s April…lalaala