missing KML

Salam,

Oh dear..i'm having the mixed feeling again..but it worsened..all of the sudden..I miss everything in my past..I'm feared to face the new life..the unknowns..oh my god..I dunno how I will handle the new change..

Hmm..here I am..sitting and typing my lame blogpost..surrounded by emotions..in less than a week..I will be a university student..a MAHASISWI..either in UNIMAS or UMS..still waiting for my appeal..

I'm scared..i'm scared...i really2 scared...I'm afraid that I cannot handle many things in my life...

I miss KML life..really..although I faced many hardships there(no water,boredom,rushing,etc)..I miss everything..memoirs of KML..Woke up early for Subuh,Among the first to take morning shower after subuh,having a sip of tea and jacob's oatmeal,make my bed and room tidy,pick the matching tudung and kurung for the day,lipgloss and eyemoist,reply mum's sms or answer daddy's call,goodmorning sms with my syg,choose the right bag for class,prepare papers and tutorials and not to forget stationary,waiting for my dormmates to come along for class,walk together with my friends,go to Dewan Kuliah,Tutorial or Lab,gossiping,having fun during tutorial,go for lunch(sumtimes skipped),have a rest for a while..12.30 till 1.30,have my Zohor prayers,go for class,getting sleepy..3.30pm class finished,sumtimes go lepak2 wif frends..or settle things at Menara Pentadbiran

After asar prayers..go to the track for daily workout,buy dinner,have shower,do laundry,Magrib prayers and Quran recitation,reply his sms:)..eat dinner,Isya' prayers,start doing assignments or studying sumtimes spend time studying together at the library with him and bunch of friends..tired of studying..getting sleepy..boil water and have Milo before sleep..switch on my laptop to listen songs and update diary..sms mum..sumtimes doing my own facial before sleep..sms him..then doa recitation bfore sleep..layan perasaan then sleep.. and the cycle continues on the next day

That was my daily activities in KML..routine..I miss it a lot!!asa mok nangis jak..

I miss Salehah my best buddy,yang ada tyme susah and senang..emo sama2..happy sama2..cuci mata pun sama2..(jenayah kita 2 ya)..ahahaha..and she is my kakak..my fren..yang bg mek kekuatan..tips2..blaja sama2..berbagi tutorial..sama2 g class..kluar pun salu sama..pasya ngat x ko..sluar coklet kta pun sama..ahaha..g Pagayaman mun ko klaparan..mun ko dmm aku wak nyaga ko..ahahhaa..salu klaka slang laut ngan kau..rindu ktk salehah..:(

I miss Kak Sue and Kak Tracy too..my kakak2 ya bah..both Sabahan..haizz..org2 yang sgt baik ngan aku..apa2 mun lepak bilit cdak..aku ngaco kak sue..kak sue kaco balit..Kak Tracy yang tgh study pun nyampuk wak..we always tease each other..blaja make up la..hahaha..fashion2 update la..pinjam majalah..ahahah..gila!makan late night ya..nasi dagang..never forget that...

El pun..mek rindu juak..tman kelaie..emo2..slalu klaka tmpat nedey baju..merati org..bloyar..nangga twilite sama2..ahahaa..kakya makan wak salu sama..ne leh ngeso makanan ngan kau..ngereco kau..hahaha..kakya..kita 2 salu beloyar pasal idup dr kol 10..smpei kol 2 kol 3..kotan bes nya eh...hahaa..ya ku syg ko..kakya mata ku eyebag jak pg cz tido ahe..ahaha.ko salu embak ku g suro..g kuliah..ko nang salu sblh aku..ko kuat blaja..ne ndak aku smgt..ketua aras bah kau..ketua aras pling bes!!

Yang dirindui the most..(tpi bukan kat asrama perempuan k..hahaha)..my best friend too cum my bf..Ayie..haizz..mek rindu ktk glak2..can i story2 abt u here aa??hahahaa..

We met last year..sama flight konon..ahaha..then we know each other..jadi rapat..haha..salu spend tyme together..g lib..g makanla..g outingla..g track jak ktk x pnah ngan kmk..:P dah kita tok jauh..xpat jumpa..miri n kch bah..haha..kt kml..kita 2 cm femes smcm jak..suma org ingin tahu pasal kita..ahaha..pa jakla..Ayie la tman mek g McD mun tyme2 craving ya..also..blikan kmk Toblerone since kt asrama pmpuan xda gk stok toblerone..mun g mcd or library on9 sama2..ahaha..and u ruined my pancake with a lots of honey..bli cornetto eh..ahaha..then org yg menenga suma luahan perasaan emo kmk..manas mek suma..nya la jadi pdgr..tedah..:P

Org yang wish mek bday mula2..wish mek goodluck..tukang katik..stalker blog kmk(ntah nya suka baca tyme kmk tgh type new blogpost)..nyuruh mek makan ubt mun sakit..org yang trust kmk..trima mek seadanya..thanks2..love u so much..(haha..supan eh)

Alu panjang blogpost tok..ke emo an la aku tok..x btol ikit..haizz..cmne nak new cmpus life..gne roomates...environment..aku xmok brubah jadi jahat..aku mok aku lbih matang..baik and positif in life..aku xmok culture shock..Azzah will be Azzah yang u guys always kenal..insya Allah..:)

p/s suma org sibuk pasal uni enter...aku masih ilek..malas kamboh..mun kamboh ngereco aku..ahaha