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Assalamualaikum,

2 3 ari tok...ntah..i feel disoriented..i dont know did i do a right thing or else?
Astaghfirullah..salahku..x mengawal nafsu dan x sabar berhadapan dengan masalah dan ujian yang Allah bagi di bulan rahmat..bulan ramadhan..

I didnt expect things will be very upside down to me..mek sayang nya..bnar2..and always hoping for the best for both of us..I hope u will make a good decision for me, you and us...

I cry and pray to Allah..i went to Masjid UMS..just to be alone with Allah..just to tell how sad I am..how disoriented I am when I have this problem..I believe..Allah listen..I feel relieved after crying in the mosque hoping for Allah's bless and rahmat...

Maybe..inilah ujian dr Allah..maybe aku hamba yang lupa kepadanya apabila diberi kesenangan, kebahagiaan..dan mula mencari apabila berada dalam hiba dan kesedihan..itulah manusia..mudah lupa..and i am a human..mudah lupa..astaghfirullah..

I'm hoping..dengan berkat ramadhan..everything will go well and better between me and him soon..insya Allah amin..

nurul azzah..be strong ok..don't cry