bodohlah sayang

Assalamualaikum,
Whole weekdays was confusing, stress, tiring, worn out mmg kasi tingkatkan penuaanlah. Haha need to loosen up a bit by tonight.
Cerita ritok, hal Jangan Bodoh Belukuk oleh kerana Cinta.
Sik kisah la, perempuan kenak bodoh or membodohkan or laki kenak bodoh or membodohkan? Ada paham? Banyak bah sekeliling kita, cuba nangga kirik kanan, mengarei nak, cerita laki kikis empuan, empuan kikis laki, laki gil s***, rempuan kenja and so on lah.

Kadang2 aku lagik penat nangga kawan2 ku seksa emo bcz of love. Seriously, penat aku. Udah dolok pasal kapel2 tok, bes nang bes but part susah when conflicts happen, kelayi2. I'm glad I'm out from that sinking relationship and ready the better me. I'm grateful for what I achieved today because of my right decision made in the past. I did it.

Kes 1- If it's not right, why stay?
Kes tok refer to my kawan. Aku tauk nya penat ngan relationship with this kala jengking(her bf). Skrang jarak jauh, susah jumpa and harap contact fb/fon jak. Ya pun mcm apa jak. Mmgla leh nampak chemistry sidak together but then the problem is TRUST ISSUES. Both sik trust each other. Sampei nuduh groupmate  which is laki kacau gf nya. Apa la itu. Masing2 mun berkol, msti tanyak, kat cne, ngan sapa, polah apa. Every single time! Where's trust? Where's the integrity of love? Where? Baruk kapel dah cmya, dek dek mikir hal family lagik kelak after marriage.Skrg my fren was like so stress sampei mintak ubat tdo kt mekrang in order to have peace in mind. Sampey cmya skli kawan? If the relationship caused you stress, a lot of problem, why stay when you have the option to leave?

Love can be motivating.

Kes 2- Duit sayang abang
Kes tok refer to my EX kawan. Alkisah nya, perempuan tok kaya. Berduit, kira cm sikpernah la rasa ngak seringgit tinggal lam purse (yours truly salu, hehe). Kira mcm family kaya lah. Nya inosen dolok, sik pernah bercinta (yours truly berpengalaman luas lam cinta, hehe), nya bait, pemurah n etc etc lah. Pasya lam masa sem 2 kwn ku tek, rapat2 la ngan this guy we call him buaya lah aa. The guy was a total jerk, zero, sekda punya apa2. Orang biasa jak tp nafsu mok idup mewah ya tinggi. Then, mcm laki ya usha2 lah (yours truly pun pernah kenak usha tp nasib masih diempunya time ya). Like laki tok target empuan yang nya nampak inosen, berduit and alim ikit la. Ya modus operandi. Dolok before couple, aku ok ngan sidak, pas couple, duak2 menjauhkan dirik from me. Skrg sidak dah da keta viva sigek. Pasal payment keta ya, mcm2 cta aku dgr. Jap mdh empuan ya spon, jap mdh share bayar tp how on earth student biasa leh veli kereta? Ptptipu? Cannot? Curi bank, maybe. Haha. Ya la, and laki ya kinek dah makei segala nike jaket, kasut nike, adidas, levis but bila nya makey buruk jak upa pakaian ya. Matilah, mekrang suspek empuan ya kenak kikis. Skrg empuan ya pergi jual nasi bilik ke bilik. Motif? Siktauk. Yalah, jangan bodo oleh cinta, tgk siapa yg merana?

macam ini?

Bila ingat imbas balit cta duak2 tok, agak melarat dah. Duak situation yg berbeza tp sama principle, bodoh kerana cinta, las2 dirik merana. I'm not a good person or expertise to consult about love, tp tok common sense bah. Love bukan cmtok. Love is something sacred shared by two person bah. There's no condition for love. Just love. Macam parents love to you. Pernah daknya persoalkan? In my case, sik pernah. They love me as I am as a daughter. So do other elements of love either couple love, husband and wife, teacher and student, friend. Love.

My love for foods never ends.