MAY the force be with you

Assalamualaikum, Hello hi
Haha mun hitung2 like since last 2 months sik update. I'm so occupied with academic stuffs. Haha kejar2 deadlines, class ganti bla bla. It's okay, now i'm back. Pagi2 jumaat cmtok asa mok bercerita tek nak.

So how's life been lately? Well, mcm biasa, aku cool jak. Malas mok stress2 kan dirik gilak. Mun tension, da la nampak muka ku g plot, duduk2 kat batas amik angin. Memang good theraphy. Hehe. Month of May will be crazy i suppose. With all those field trips, reports, final year project, assignment and kejar mok habiskan lecture all squeezing in one month before the finals. Haha.

Haha motif?

Aa regarding final year project, kan initially aku tek mok polah antimicrobial. Kira labwork lah. Pasya nak, in early feb, aku kenak rejek koh. Aieh sian sik. Mcm madah aku pun experiment ya creating problem, not to solve it. Ya la, aku tok pemikiran student, bukan pemikiran profesor segala nak. Hehe sekpalah, ya learning process org mdh. So, now ku molah survey. Haha ala2 social science. Guess what, aku polah survey ya kt Kuching means cuti aku balit rumah la. 2 bulan lebih (July, August).Hehe yey! Alhamdulillah, mcm susah la ckit cz supervisor ku expect mekrang tok molah ala2 master empun thesis like mini master thesis la cz makei econometric model. Aku belajar lah banyak dari supervisor ku tok wpun baruk like a few months. Gila. Muda2 dah banyak ilmu cmya. Respek. Nya sik juak push mekrang tp sistem lah. Setiap minggu da homework and setiap minggu jumpa. So like, memang up to date lah. Kinek questionnaire undergo validity test. Cek2 ngan lecturer lain sama ada apa ku polah ya ok ka sik. Hehe insya Allah. Harap semua settle before aku balit lah. Aok, lupak madah tajuk. Haha "Socio-economic factors affecting pineapple farmers productivity in Samarahan, Sarawak". Penting sarawak ya. Nasib supervisor say okay jak cz nya mdh, ikut suka and convenient kmk rang jak. Alhamdulillah for the gift Allah. =) Draft Chapter 1, 2,3 will be submitted by this 16th May, 2 weeks left. So progress aku, chapter 1 and 3 dah start and merely finished lah. Tinggal chapter 2. Insya Allah leh habis. Focus azzah~!

Apa cer lagik oh? Haha pasal relationship. Well, it's going just fine. Just that, masing2 busy with hal masing2. So time spend together virtually, memang susah lah. Kurang. Haha but i'm learning to be more understanding and tolerance towards that. Yakin jak Allah jaga relationship kmk duak. Insya Allah. Quoted from my friend,

don't worry babe. if a guy is yours he will always be yours no matter what

Something for him before he left for cambodia *special gmbar tok even twitter xda publish!*

Thanks friend. Tambah mun hal2 relationship tok, one of my friend also told us that, You got your self worth, eventhough you have a boyfriend, a husband, it's not just right to lower your pride or value just to get his attention. Kira cm bahasa senang nya, I am who i am, i got my self worth and i'm not going to low it down just because you. Not at all. Note to self juak kan. So kinek, I care less, not that I don't love him. I love him so much and hoping to settle down soon but the time and situation plus distance just not right now. Maybe we should keep it more simple and less complex, keep those mushy2 thingy first and save it for marriage *inspired by Dena Bahrin*. Saving those three words. Try. Insya Allah =)

Focus, focus, focus okay. Bye, xoxo be safe people!

p.s 3 more weeks for finals.grrrr~~~