3 weeks

Salam,

Man, I can't believe we're in Mid 2013, Mid of Mid 2013.

It's been 3 weeks. 3 weeks of convincing myself that we doesn't belong together and the idea of being together in the future will not going to happen.

The scar is still here, the deep scars going very deep and it doesn't stop bleeding.

I moved on and accepted the reality.

I always thought this jodoh thing. This marriage, knight of shining armor dramatic entrance and I have to wait. Like waiting to have my Iphone 5, graduation day, thesis completion bla bla. All things that need time, patience and self motivation. And the feeling after getting those things you wait, PRICELESS.

And they said, you better get a cut and just put a band aid on it than getting a heartbreak that even a band aid could not halt the bleeding.

Just give me strength God, in everything. And give me patience too.