Saturday, February 16, 2008

I drive....Day 7 + crazy mood swings!!

Assalamualaikum,
Hurm sorry for not updating this blog lately..quite bz with stuffs...hahaha
ok2 now i update my chapters of life...

Last Friday was my 7th driving lesson...it's getting worst...haaa...i didnt improve!!I went to Jalan B...ha i kept on panic during the lesson cz there's lot of lorries and even car...ow my!!hahahha....ya...that makes my good mood lessen to 50%...

Then it's getting worst so bad....in the litar...ow2...aku langgar tiang aka palang kt dalam litar...if i reverse the car the palang can break the front glasses of the car(which is NOT my car!!)....ooo i'm so panic since there no instructor at that time(nya went to eat...aku marah ngannya time ya)...hahaha..my spirit went so low...i felt very bad to do so...luckily 2 of my friends were there to help me...i was really panic...omg!!!Haa...conclusion..i drove badly....
My frens told to him bout wat happened...and he said it's ok LEARN FROM MISTAKES oooo...aku alu la krek..hahahha...on my way back home I was in complete silence(which i hate to do)...he even try to cheer me up....kesian da nya..nang berusaha bah!!!nya madah..aku having a bad day ria...duhhh..hahaahahahaha....mala nangga cermin belakang to make sure i'm ok...huh...thanks...;)
terharu2.....hahaha...yup i promise to improve it n make it better for the next lesson Insya Allah




Erm...in the evening I went to Pustaka for second ABM meeting(which i was so blur abt)..yup after the morning incidence I tried so hard to turn my happy face....hahaha...i was so in bad mood that day...the meeting was at first i was like so blurry and silent...then when it's taaruf time...I can actually hear my voice(well i speak up)...but i am sooooo controlled....cz there muslimin (sempek aku)....u noe how they act n see us???hahahaha...kiddin'
fortunately my uncle was there too so i feel relieved for his presence...:)
AT LAST...i am in AJK PENDAFTARAN (NASIB!!)hahahaha....dad told me to not to be very active in abm just like ahli biasa....no offence!!hahahaha...ok la...

Hurm I was battling myself these past days with my so BAD moodswings..crazy one...i never suffer the pre-m******* syndrome so badly...hahaha.u noe what it stands for rite...hahahahaa...i hate it..!!!

Aaaa last Thursday...after my asar prayers...my chest felt very tight...i cannot breath normally...again I was so panic!!!I was crying cz feel like my condition at that moment was way to fatal....omg....i was so in pain at that moment...huh..azreen was there during the attack & she asked me to call my dad...My dad's reaction was lke "hah???apa???"hahahaa...sempek nywa...i dunno y does the asthma came since i dunt have any stress or commitment at this time being...hooo...in the evening i went to clinic for further check...gladly it was nothing....just a sesak nafas...so glad alhamdulilah...but the doc told me to ensure i have lot of time to relax and he prescribed me an anti asthma like medicine(which made me drowsy!!)

pssttt...."ya kmk suka ktk"...wehee...i love that line!!!Kinda in love with leona lewis's and delta goodrem's..

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