Friday, February 01, 2008

I drive...Day 2

Assalamualaikum,
Hey!!Today was my 2nd driving lesson...yup not on the real road but on the testing track...got 3 things I have to master:
1)Parking(not the ordinary one..got techniques)
2)U turn..they called it 3 penjuru..
3)Nait bukit weh..hahaha

http: //www.flickr.com/photos/lien/

This will be tested by JPJ during the exam soon..wahhaa...wish me luck and Insya Allah I drive hard to get it...

Plus,...today i became very upset after the driving lesson since I felt very lonely (by means I don't have someone special)u noe what is the meaning of that special rite?

Back home..I locked myself in my room and start to cry...whoa...I cried till I get some pain at my chest...so sad...I switched on my pc and connected to the Net...yahoo messenger...first I felt it is unneccessary to disturb my friends happiness but then...I have and MUST do it...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/hmsa/
But then...I felt very ok but give me some time ok???I need abt 1 day to recover and Insya Allah it will better...Haa...to be calm...I listen to a few heartbreaking song or else(jiwang) songs such as Destiny's Child Emotion...Menanti sebuah jawaban -Padi...wahhahaa...and etc...

I must admit...I need that special someone BADLY!!Just relax and be strong ok???He'll come one day...=)



BUZZ!!!
`azzah: hey
`azzah:
`azzah: i'm crying
Syu: wht hppn?
Syu: yy!
Syu: ??
Syu: spill
`azzah: aku emo
Syu: phl?
`azzah: aku lamak dah nahan
`azzah: i felt loneny
`azzah: lonely
`azzah: i need a man
`azzah: i'm sorry to say this
Syu: its ok
`azzah: i dunno
Syu: im ur fren rmmbr?
`azzah: yes
Syu: y suddenly u feel dat way?
`azzah: since
`azzah: my close frens
`azzah: got ppl who like them
`azzah: ppl=man
`azzah: i got no one
`azzah:
Syu: ku xda juak...
`azzah: tauk
`azzah: aku tauk byk urg xda
`azzah: but i need to tell u
`azzah: i felt sorry for myself
Syu: dunno what to tell u. i used i feel that way too u noe
`azzah: yes
`azzah: aku dah salu tahan bah
`azzah: "happy" for somebody else
`azzah: mula2 xmok madah ngan kau
`azzah: but
`azzah: aku x tahan
Syu: padah jak ngan aku
Syu: ko slalu glak pendam
`azzah: ku [endam
`azzah: ku anggap
`azzah: aku happy bah life cmtok
`azzah: nang ku happy
`azzah: tapi missing that love life so much
Syu: cuba ko bkk tafsir ayat 216 surah baqarah
`azzah: jap
Syu: ko drk pnh brk ku ayat ya
`azzah: true
`azzah: tq
Syu: every single thing yg berlaku kt kita
`azzah: aok
Syu: semuanya ada hikmah
`azzah: mmm
Syu: sooner or later brk ko dpt tangga
`azzah: i used to be loved bah
`azzah: by someone special
`azzah: then he left me
`azzah: with a stupid n nonsense reason
`azzah: i miss to be loved so badly
Syu: ya lumrah manusia
`azzah: yup
Syu: think at d positive sight
Syu: byk jenis zina ko dah prevent
`azzah: aok
`azzah: mena
`azzah: i know that
`azzah: aku just mok luahkan pa yg ku pendam
`azzah: lamak dah ku pendam
Syu: feel bttr now?
`azzah: yeah
`azzah: i need a day to feel better
`azzah: i need time
Syu: its ok. take ur time

azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:11:07 PM): assalaamu'alaikum.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:15 PM): waalaiku mussalam
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:20 PM): hello
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:11:28 PM): kenak ngan status ktk zah?
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:33 PM): aaa
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:35 PM): emo
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:36 PM): hehe
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:42 PM): dah ok da
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:11:50 PM): i dunnoo
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:11:57 PM): tegal apa tek?
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:11:59 PM): huhu.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:03 PM): hahaa
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:05 PM): love
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:12:18 PM): puncanya?
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:12:19 PM): hehe.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:23 PM): ahaha
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:35 PM): all ppl around me got someone to be loved
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:38 PM): to be liked
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:40 PM): me???
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:42 PM): so
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:48 PM): kmk dah lamak nahan rasa bah
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:12:49 PM): oowww. huhu.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:51 PM): hehehe
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:52 PM): xpa2
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:12:55 PM): faham mek rasa ktk.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:12:57 PM): hehee
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:13:12 PM): ktk sik mok find someone?
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:14:41 PM): ha?
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:14:44 PM): ohhhh
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:14:51 PM): there no someone rite now
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:14:56 PM): kmk lom jumpanya
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:01 PM): nya lom jumpa kmk
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:04 PM): Two of Your Favorite Things to do: - chat wiv anna & azzah - sms nyaaa haha
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:07 PM): ahaha
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:15:13 PM): aok yala. huhu. semua dah tertulis.
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:15:17 PM): haha. lom ktk.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:22 PM): mena
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:23 PM): hehe
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:26 PM): sabar jakla
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:28 PM):
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:15:38 PM): yeah, i'm sure u'll find someone good.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:43 PM): yeah
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:46 PM): insya Allah
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:48 PM): kmk just
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:53 PM): xtahan lak ritok tek
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:15:55 PM): burst
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:16:37 PM): aok. faham mek. huhu. nvm. cry jak if that can make u feel better.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:16:52 PM): hehe
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:16:54 PM): yup
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:16:58 PM): kembang dah mata tok
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:16:59 PM): ahha
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:17:23 PM): hu hu.
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:18:52 PM): u mean, u feel lonely dakya ka?
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:00 PM): aok
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:09 PM): yes
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:19:21 PM): huu fhm mek. mek pernah merasa nya b4.
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:28 PM): hehe
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:34 PM): it's ok
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:39 PM): ujian dr Allah
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:19:46 PM): tp ney tauk jodoh ktk dpn mata ktk, tp ktk sik sedar jak. hehe.
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:19:52 PM): hadirnya..tanpa kusedari..
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:55 PM): sapa
`azzah (01/02/2008 12:19:56 PM): hhehee
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:19:56 PM):
azreenfasya (01/02/2008 12:20:02 PM): ney tauk. wallahu'alam

Zinnera ~* Ana (01/02/2008 1:35:13 PM): kau pahal
Zinnera ~* Ana (01/02/2008 1:35:14 PM): sedih2
`azzah (01/02/2008 1:36:35 PM): ahha
`azzah (01/02/2008 1:36:43 PM): masalah lobe life beb
`azzah (01/02/2008 1:36:44 PM): hehe
Zinnera ~* Ana: hehee
Zinnera ~* Ana: sure?
Zinnera ~* Ana: boh sedih2 aa
`azzah: ok
`azzah: yup
`azzah: sure
Zinnera ~* Ana: ^^

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