Selamat petang jumaat. Papolah tek? Molah kuih lenggang?Nunggu laki balit ?(aieh?) Ngesep mok g pesta muda mudi, TGIF nak? Haha yours truly just spend her typical friday evening in front of laptop and tv. :)
Thoughts rush on my mind. About my life, my education and my future. I'm turning 22 this year (oh boy, that's old!) I was so stressed out with some tiny miny things like ;
1. Final Year Project which is not progressing. Damn it will be so hard. Supervisor belum confirm, dah limited. Facilities kurang. Tempat belajar jauh and not that developed. Jalan jauh. Arghh everything limited! :(( Bingung fail, bingung repeat. Semua susah. Ntah angol!
2. I hate living there. There got no proper bookstores like in normal province. No proper library. No proper transportation. No proper people. Hmm, 1 sem always pujuk dirik that this will be okay, now i'm not okay and breaking down. It sucks to be there, with that stupid jalan. I can't even imagine living permanently there. Sucks.
3. Where will i work later? and yes. Do i even qualified? Am i as good as other graduates? Did i choose the right path? I'm not performing well and struggling like heck :( Sik tauk eh!
I rant sometimes, in front of my friends but jokingly like, whenever having hardships or obstacle or problem, I'll come out with my catch phrase "Kawen sajalah, senang!" or " Pindah ke pulau jak" Haha statement pasrah, ngempas dirik & berhenti berharap.
Sudahla, just mok ngerepak since xda org melayan aku. Laki gik gago carik rezeki, anak2 gik gago main lego, mak bapak gago kerja, adik ntah ke mana. Ku diam jak lah lok, mun dah smpey mode Neng Yatimah, pandei2 lah laki ku mujok. Ahaks! :P
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