if you are a student...read this

Salam
I was inspired to write about this matter last night while studying...

It have been for past 14 years (kindergarten till matriculation) I dedicated my life and most of my time for study purposes…well…it was an amazing journey and now..alhamdulillah..I’m doing my degree now in university…tertiary level of education

I still remember..my first day of kindergarten..it was..hurm..crying moment of me to be separated with my parents just for a half day class..haha..I switched from Tadika Zaza to Tadika Sinaran where I started my new life as a kid..haha..two years with Tadika Sinaran (seriously,the uniform were yellow and it is skirt!!)It was fun..i learned my basic English there..and that’s moved me to love English until now..I met many friends of mine there especially my bestfriend,Azreen Fasya(the girl with red sweater..yikes..ahaha..)and I still befriended to some now..:)

Then..kindergarten years (and ya…those mini skirt uniform days were overrr) over..the next stage is primary school..and to be contrast..my parents enrolled me to a religious school..where I learned to wear tudung to school and tutup aurat…SK Agama Datuk Hj Abdul Kadir Hassan,Kuching…ok2..very2 contra here…ahhaha..before I was accepted and enter the school..students are required to sit for some exams..so ones who enter the school are chosen ones..:)At first..i was hysterically sick and hate to go to school..hahaa..since I was the only Tadika Sinaran kid to enter the school..every morning I will have the “drama” session with my dad and Ustaz..haha..I will cry for an hour in front of my class door just begging my daddy not to go home and accompanied me at school till mid day..ahaha..so stubborn girl..months later..I recovered and I really2 love school..:)

Primary school years was an excellent achievement so far..I was on the top 10 student in class..every year maintain to be in top class in the school..during the award giving ceremony..every year..I will have my own award..”pelajar terbaik matapelajaran bahasa inggeris…nurul azzah”hahaha..naik stage!!haha..great job
Besides..i used to be bullied by the popular group..ahaha..i was the mangsa buli before..not physically but mentally..they always ask me to buy things from them,follow their instruction to do this and that..and me??I just follow their rules just to stay friends with them..what a lousy decision azzah…

UPSR was great..i obtained 5a 1b at that time..ehhee..graduated from primary..next secondary..I was enrolled to SMK Agama Tun Ahmad Zaidi,Kuching (Tunaz)..again..I decided to study in sekolah agama..cause I want to learn about Islam deeper..:)5 years in Tunaz was a great memory for me..I learned a lot here..and I grew up well in Tunaz..from relationship problems,peer pressure,being a leader of others,school life,works and stress I had it all in Tunaz..:)

I met a lot of ppl in Tunaz who brushed me up to be a good person (Insya Allah) and who I am now..all my teachers who educated me with formal and informal knowledge..Cikgu Fatimah for my confidence to speak up and power in Bahasa Melayu!!!Mdm Ng who very keen to motivate me for a better English usage and yes..I obtained band 4 for my MUET!!and to all my teachers..thank u!Well..my achievements during secondary was not that excel..PMR 7A’S n 2B and SPM..5A 5B 2C..:)

Matriculation year..a year of again..growing up phase for me..well enough said..I said a lot abt matriculation before..ehehe

Ok2..that was the abstract or yet..introduction of my real purpose of blogpost..haha..
The point is…I always observe,listen and see it to myself..other ppl habits and opinion on study and education..ya2 this is my point of view regarding to this matter..no hard feelings ok..many ppl especially universities students or can we just call GRADUATES?just neglecting a few things abt studying…those are: (I have to mix up the language hereee)

1) Student's relationship with teachers/lecturers
About berkat..ok..in Islam..berkat or bless is very2 crucial and important..bless from every aspect..especially from Allah..I always being in the situation where the lecturer or teacher being boring or monotonous and a few ppls in the back showing their protest to the teaching by doing something else like gossiping,playing games,sms-ing,and ini aku xtahan tgok..dgr lagu dgn headfon yg sgt2 obvious…so??looks very2 kurang ajar kan???Imagine u ureself infront and those at the back doing that during ure lecture??huh…msti dah menyumpah seranah dlm hati kan??
Ada jugak(especially kat matrix dulu) yang escape class…tutorial..lab..kuliah…just because malas..boring..nak main game kt bilik tanpa memikirkan perasaan parents kt umah,pendidik yang bersedia nak mengajar..imagine their feeling..ya I noe..diorang xkan tahu apa yang kita buat tapi Allah knows..Allah knows..and I also admit..kadang2 lecturer or cikgu memang sah xpandai curi perhatian kita ni..untuk belajar..memang..tapi amat2 x baik kalau nak escape semua class diorang atau memaki hamun sumpah seranah dlm hati lecturer tu..because again Allah knows…
So..by doing these stuffs during lecture or pnp session..memang lecturer xkan marah pun..tapikan..lecturer is manusia..manusia xperfect kan..msti terdetik 0.1% or 0.01% kemarahan dia terhadap org2 yg kononnya excellent ni…kalau marah ok lagi..kalau dah terdetik hati “aku xhalalkan ilmu"…nah??siapa nak jawab??
SO PLEASE..RESPECT YOUR TEACHERS
My dear readers..for me..I believe in berkat cz I’m muslim and berkat is crucial in Islam for a happy life fiddunia wal akhirat..those who did what I mentioned as above..please think abt it..abt the berkat…so I wanna remind myself and others..please always think abt berkat and remember Allah sentiasa memerhati n mengetahui apa yang dlm hati kita..

2) Parents and family expectation
Growing up in a loving family Alhamdulillah..it was a bless..ya..everyone of us have family..either big or small family,happy or broken family…yet..they are our family..Our family especially our parents are the most happy people on Earth when their children excel in studies..sometimes..of my observation..some ppl just forgetten their pledge to their parents to study hard..being away from parents and got the FREEDOM of your life..can made some to be lost in their main purpose in study..24 hours of enjoy,enjoy and enjoy..without remembering the responsibility to themselves..duit yang parents bank in kan,4 studies purposes,sara diri....tapi??digunakan for other purposes..enjoy,clubbing,shopping..and beli bnda2 yang x patut..

I’ve seen my parents working..the work very2 hard to ensure we have secured education..memang..org cakap “oh azzah..hidup mewah..senang..apa2 yg dia nak..gerenti dpt”Yes..I am..mmg my parents work hard to get what we want..but then sebaik baiknya..semua usaha parents kita..titik peluh parents berkerja..balas la dengan bertanggungjawab kepda diri sendiri..study hard and try your best in everything u do although sometimes we cannot reach certain limit that we want..tapi apa yang dihargai USAHA..:)

So..brothers and sisters..just rethink about what is our purpose to be here..to be everywhere we are now..to build ourselves or to destruct…the choice is yours..goodluck everyone