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Salam,

2nd of Ramadhan 2013

Praise to Allah we're given the opportunity to meet and greet ramadhan again.
For me, ramadhan is where i felt very calm, very centered and happiness with family. Been through most of my ramadhan in campus and getting busy with exams and such. No focus on those ibadah.

I celebrated my first ramadhan this year in not "condusive" way. Had a sneeze and wallah, i sprained my back. Really really bad sprain. Hehe I lied down all day, shouting when the pain strucks, praying in sitting position. I just sad that i can't perform well for my first ramadhan. Alhamdulillah i felt better after some meds and massage.

On the other note, last week was another stressful week i ever had. I gotta decide for my future. I decided to leave the big opportunity lies in front of me. I cried, asked my parents and friends. All they had to say, it is my decision and do whatever that makes you happy. It hits me that, all this while, sometimes I decide based on people's preferences and not based on mine. And I decided to decide, my own happiness is the ultimate aspect that i need to take care of. :)

I'm happy with everything now. I want to give a halt with future thingy now and concentrate with Ramadan and Syawal soon. Happy fasting everyone :)